Poem: I should not be so afraid

I should not be so afraid

It would help, I think,
and maybe things
could be different
if I were not
this way, if I 
did not cower
and worry
about the damage
that might be
inflicted. It
is not easy
to change
these things,
and I worry
that I can't,
but I 
want to,
which is,
isn't it,
a start.

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