A Writer's Notebook, Two-Thousand

I am still finding it hard to write a new story each day.  Sometimes I am able to do it quite easily, but other days it is a struggle to get hold of an idea that seems to fit the shape of a story.  I try, at times, to just rely on real life, to write something that is more memoirish, I suppose, and not fictional, or just barely fictionalized.  This can work, though I am not always comfortable with it.  It often feels like I am being very revealing, and sometimes I worry about other people in my life being upset by something I have written, about what I have said or revealed.  I need to get over that, I know.  It is not that I shouldn't care about them and their feelings or opinions, it is just that I shouldn't let those concerns inhibit me when I am doing the writing.  I should realize that, just because I have written it, that doesn't mean that it has to be shared with the world.

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