A Writer's Notebook, Day Three-Hundred-And-Thirty

My desk chair in my office is a severe hazard at the moment.  The back support on it does not work any longer, so if I lean a bit too far, it falls back nearly parallel to the ground, and I can hear it making unnerving noises.  I need to replace it, but I am getting ready to move in a short while, and I don't really want to buy a new chair right now as a result.  In many ways, it would be probably be smart to replace the chair sooner, and I know that, but I am still waiting.

In many ways, my not replacing the chair is a result of being in-between right now.  I am waiting to move from this house, and I am quite excited about that change, but it is not for at least a month right now.  To get a new chair would be silly, both because I am not even sure of the style and furnishings for my new office, and because it makes little sense to get a chair here, then have to move it again to the new house   So, while I have a practical need for the chair, the reality suggests that it is not a good time to get one.

I suspect that much of what I have been experiencing within my work is a similar thing.  I am in a place of transition, in my life and, I think, in my work.  This is not only the move to the new home, of course, but many other things that are occurring.  Sending work to publishers, for example, and attempting to build that side of my career.  I believe that these things, and the shift in the poems I have been writing are all connected.  There is not a way for me to discuss my work, at least in terms of creative process, without acknowledging it as existing within my life.  Even if the content is removed, it will always be connected to something that I am experiencing or considering, and as such it makes sense that now might be a time of adjustment.  

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