Poem: You have heard it

You have heard it

and I can
do nothing
but speak
about it,
cannot
make it
better
today

or now,

cannot change
or prove
it has
changed,

will change,

is changing,

is different
already.

I want to,
but
it is not
a problem
in this moment,

is not a problem
that can
be solved
right now.

I must
be different.

I want to be,
but I can't
do that
right now,

cannot show you

a change
right now,

even if
I said 

"I have done it,"

even if
it were true.

I don't have
a better answer,

I only know
anything I say
means nothing
tonight.

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