A Writer's Notebook, Day One-Thousand-Six-Hundred

I think that I am getting back on target with my fiction again,.  I had a bit of difficulty because I felt like I was just spinning around with it for a while.  I was writing it, but I didn't feel as if it was progressing, and I wasn't really all that certain of how to get it to work, so I just let myself get a bit wild.  I allowed the narration to step out from the story and shifted the focus to a different scene, and now I am feeling a bit better, though I am still nervous.  Really, the problem is that I don't feel confident in writing this story at the moment because I am trying to write it as something more traditional, more normal, and that is throwing me off.  I suppose that I don't think of stories in those ways.  It may be that I can't really write the story in the way I was imagining it at first, that I need to approach it in a way that is more aligned with how I think about writing naturally.  The problem is, though, that I want to try to write something more "normal" at the moment.  I have been struggling to get anything I write published and I know that a large part of the issue is that, even if I assume a piece I write is very good it will still have a limited audience.  I can't change what work is getting published, and I recognize that this means that if getting work published is something I want, I should write with an awareness of what works, but I am realizing that I don't have the kind of brain that writes that way.  

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